Hearts Ache

I seem to continue to let a past flame linger. I love him still. I dont know why. I think I miss the closeness, the good times. I wish I could reintroduce my self to him and start over. I compare every man I talk to to him. No one really is nearly as good as he was/is. Why do sometimes you not realize what you had was so good until its too late. I guess all I can hope for is for him to want to give me a chance again. I promise ive changed.

Why do I even feel this way. he hasnt once asked me how I am, in months.

Why do we love the ones that have the power to hurt us the most.

sometimes the person you really need is the person you didnt think you wanted

HDA