before bed thoughts

SO have you ever wanted something so bad that it haunted you in your dreams?
Have you ever had goals, even short term goals that seemed nearly unattainable?
Have you ever been the center of attention, bad attention?
have you ever been the catalyst to something that turned out to be terrible?
have you ever wanted things back the way they were?
Have you ever felt that you just wernt pretty enough, or thin enough?


I think at some point everyone goes through these emotions. I could be wrong. I know for a fact that i have at some point in my life felt all of these things.

Right now my mind is more or less a jumble of emotions and goals.

What do i want? where am i going?

Well i wish i knew, however lately i have been taking things one day at a time. I see no point in worrying about the little things that come up anymore. Life and relationships are too short to be bothered with such things.

this is not how i planned for this blog entry to go. thanks distractions.

Oh well maybe soon ill have a thought provoking wonderful entry.

HDA